release me

i am tired
of all your lies
your pretensions
to become
a part of me

i could tell
from your ways
i am not the one
but a dark surface
to your selfish desires

i could no longer bear
your tolerance
to disillusion
and greed
i puked

i could not
trust your word
more of your acts
so lewd
i am always in doubt.

i am not princely
but your impression
says that your right
i believed
but now, all gone.

what would happen
i don’t know
i loved you once
but not for long
release me now.
i am but drained.